Without offense to my friends , family and associates, I am desperately in need of better company. For the last decade or longer I’ve inquired of all minds I’ve come across to the potential of shaping a different future. If not a unanimous resounding of complaints, and listing of limitations , then it is one of sole pursuit ending in complacency and indifference.
Through this experience I contemplated to myself,
Do people not want things ? And if they do , how is it that they don’t commit or work towards it. How is it that their are more excuses than motivation to achieve and is this characteristic of our generation, or perhaps most generations? I thought wisdom or knowledge would not help me beyond this, and realised that the type of people I am looking for are very rare to come by. So, I think we need some new friends ! Or at least engage in different circles to attempt to meet them. This thought vanished in time. I’m perfectly content with keeping my own company. Let life bring who it may – people are tiring and at least the other point of self enlightenment which is that my values particularly when it comes to relationships, and community is wildly different than others I’ve met. That’s okay too, but at moments I also feel I’m at risk of untethering completely from what is sane, and end up brooding alone which is also not a desired attitude to sit in for too long a time.
Chasing The Dream. 
I enjoyed the honesty of the post, following the thought stream. “Do people not want things”, is a curious and question.. learned helplessness, confirmation bias.. easier just to go along with what you know… either way .. pursuing new ideas and your goals .. I’m here for that, that’s what life is all about 😀
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