Long-term commitment to new learning and new philosophy is required of any management that seeks transformation. The timid and the fainthearted, and the people that expect quick results, are doomed to disappointment. – W. Edwards Deming
Dear Reader,
Is it functional freeze? Am I lazy? Is it something more deep rooted?
At this point, I am scrambling to change things in my life. This year has been full of stress, of uncertainty, of distress. The first six months of the year, there was no movement, motivation, or freedom. It felt like being back in lockdown, and there was no progress.
Then we hit two months of a rollercoaster. Not knowing what I was coming home too, and regular emotional turmoil with the pain of the first half of the year vivid and raw.
The last few weeks have been better. I have been more active, more conscious and I can feel the shift.
If we start tomorrow, by April we could hit some goals.. we could be one step closer to the next chapter of our lives.
My big why?
I want to be able to wear all my amazing clothes and feel good in my skin.
I want to live my life to the fullest and not be self-conscious.
If I can hit the goals, I will be able to move on to the next priority.
Your hopeful friend.
Cathartic Ella
Chasing The Dream. 