Hello Reader, They say consistency, habit, routine, 30 days all play a role in how successful you are. How you get there is just as important as getting there. And me... if you have read any of my previous posts, you would see the intention is there - the follow through not so much. I can't say that there hasn't been change, growth and most significantly adaption. If I could sum up my year so far in one word it would be ADAPTION but here we are, with six weeks left to the year and a fresh vigor to embrace the hard work and actually change my life.
The Journey is the Destination
Dan Eidon
Not that there is anything wrong with my life, it is good. I have a stable relationship, a great new job, amazing friendships and am so blessed to live where I am. I just do not love myself, my role in my life and I have gone from being the star to being Mundane. In all elements of my life, I am average - average and settled. And if there is one thing, I know about myself, it is settled and comfortable is not it. I want more. I want to wake up everyday and know that it is the best day ever. That I love everything about myself, from the fabulous clothes I dress myself in, to the beautiful world I am living in. I want to experience all life has to bring, to have the energy to push myself to reach my goals and dreams, achieving everything that makes my heart sing. So we embark, on continuing this journey, a journey that started with good intentions and has not gone much further than that. I have to remind myself, that this is all part of the adventure of life, and if I am going to achieve what I set out to, I have to commit. Commit like this is it, there may not be a tomorrow, and every choice that I make must lead me to my future self. The image that I go to sleep with at night, and that wakes me up in the morning. It is the hours in between that aren't in my best interest. But I feel it in the air, this time it is different, we are here to play, to accomplish, to follow through and to ensure this time is different and when I reflect in six months I will be 'that girl', who is working towards making all her dreams come true. Until next time, Cathartic Ella out.
Chasing The Dream. 