Dear Reader,
My life takes another pivot. Another change in the short span of a year. I now have a roommate, a housemate, a partner in crime.
This is something I have waited for, and asked for, for four years and it is happening.
Like all change, it comes with some serious questions, and a little skepticism.
Going from being incredibly independent and self-sufficient to having to think about someone else 24/7 is so new and foreign to me. Especially with someone who has never lived out of home before.
What kind of boundaries do people set in these situations?
I am excited for the financial support, having someone here and not being alone anymore and someone who can help keep me accountable with my goals.
If you have read any of my previous posts you would know I am on a mission, I have a goal to become “that girl” and so far have made no progress. If anything, I have regressed, I have become sullen, sad, angry, bitter because the life I dreamed to have and the life I have are so far apart.
So, if you have any tips, advice, guidance I am all ears. I do not know how to start, how to change. I feel like I am watching the story of my life screaming nooo but by the time my head catches up the moment has passed and the damage is done.
Lost and searching.
Cathartic-Ella
Chasing The Dream. 