All great changes are preceded by chaos.
Deepak Chopra
Dear Reader,
We write to you on the verge of a precipice, with a change on the horizon. This week marks the end of a 6.5yr journey in my current job. It is a strange feeling.
The last 6 years I have worked tirelessly, to the point where I am one with the job, I have lost myself in the chaos, the routine, the constant being switched on. I do not know how, or when I realised I had come to this point. Where work was my life, with my whole identity being thrown into the situation at hand.
Can I be good doing something else?
Can I succeed somewhere else?
Who am I if I am not talking, and thinking and doing my current role?
I have been feeling for the past six weeks like I am coming to a breaking point, a metaphorical breakup with the one thing I could count and rely on. That I would have to be working. That my energy would be sucked into people situations and problem solving.
And it is all about to change.
So for my recent silence, and inactivity just know I am still hustling hard, still contemplating my life and trying to become that girl.
Wish me luck.
Cathartic-Ella Out.
Chasing The Dream. 