I write a week late.
Going into another lockdown, falling off the band wagon, feeling so disheartened that I will never get there. That is the despair my heart has faced since my last post.
My biggest challenge is not creating habits, or support. I don’t have an addiction or a diabolic condition impacting my performance. My biggest weakness is will power and mental strength.
I have the tools, I know what I am expected to do and on average I am OK. But ok doesn’t get results. OK doesn’t see the consistency to drive change. OK says that tomorrow is a great time to start.
We need today to be the beginning and the end to new beginnings. For the priority to be nothing but what we are hoping to achieve. To let no distraction get in the way of progressing. Let excuses leave the building and only I will do be the mentality.
Cathartic- Ella searching.
Chasing The Dream. 